speechless

Understand the pain
That's around me
Understand that pressure
and lift it from me.

When friends become foes.
and when foes become friends.
whose side am i on?

i am lost. please come and direct me
i need the old feelings from my friends.
please i do not wish to lose them
i feel that you all have just lose it all when
the news were given.

alvinkang__`

hellos. :D

hahahahhs,. hellos people! LOL. i nv blog like since last friday? xD
all must have missed me xP lols.
i ask ppl update i ownself nv update lol =_=''

lalalas. i shall not really focus on saturday and sunday.
basically is:
SATURDAY!
i went out with ky the moment (somehow) i woke up lolols =P
then go collect my phone and i went to search a new phone. finally found a v3x. quite ok lurhs i think is ABIT user-friendly. other then that quite weird to use .lol

SUNDAY!
stone at home till 4. then went to meet shaun go jog and play bball. lols =P
then went walking around fernvale and got 'lost' (lol cannot lose ourself in sengkang one. if really lose we lose face lurhs. haha ) =.=''
xD

MONDAY!! (today) =.=''
lols. =P took a taxi to sengkang with mother again . lols. xP
then met rena. ! haha nv meet yilin mei(so sorrry)
lols. =P then go sch. somebody told me got meeting but dont have in the end
sad. rained. ponned duties. inside class rotting =.=''
then went to english. became a hist and physics lesson instead. that eng teacher tip my class for hist and jason ang took us for physics the next half. then went to geog and do some work. go assembly. kinda slacked. disturbed some ppl. then later reccess. went to eat chicken rice and then later go maths class. quite happy. almost passed my test. LOL. =.=''
then go SS class did some last min Dnt folio work and then go dnt revise for exam =P
then after that went to compass eat yoshinoya then later go to axn machine buy tickets for sunshinee. saw shaun with meltz. =.='' he overslept in bus again and went to compass. lol =P
hahas. then later go watch movie the movie inside quite cold and i not cold. lol she was super cold. haha like freezing. (isit cos of my pants? =.='' ) lols.
xP hahas then later just went back to compass and bought some old chang kee eat alr. then farewell her home hahas
xD now inside home rotting lols zzz. ahahhas
shall go talk to people on msn then xD hahas lols
x_x
it rae huo y

<3 missyou! x]
alvinkang__`

27th

okays! today is the 27th , quite a nice friday =/
lols. yeahyeah. first up! in the morning. lols. like normal. wake up.
take taxi to sengkang . blah blah blah.saw yilin inside train. she got exam i think lol. then she go off at kovan say bb all =.='' and then later i go to sch straight today. lol. today jimmy koh was talking about exams and then piercing and then long hair all during morning assembly. lols. then later just slack around my class there. lols. then go chem class. BORING! hahas.
maths class got test =/
sure fail anyhow do one what. lols.xD hahas. then abit weeny 'early' reccess =.='' haha after that geog quite ok. talk talk all. then later go SS class. =/ hahas. SS class is ok lurhs. today she borrow period frm jason ang to strech SS 2 periods =/ xD hahas . lol
then at 110pm. OVER PA. 'mr kenneth yeo's voice' school. dismissed early at 110 pm. which is NOW. then all YAYEEEE clap hand all make noise. then nv hear why also lol =.='' !! hahas . xD
then later saw him ask he say some promotional ceromony lols. so quite weird lurhs. let us go early. :D
lalas. ok then later went to KFC KOVAN with ky and junyang. lol eat there quite funny., made some prank calls then later walk around kovan with ky then smiling all. lols. roll around @_@

xD okays lors. after that went home after walking around for awhile. lols =P
okays. done!
today's update's done! :D
imy. didnt meet you today): =X
imy ilu thinkingofyou(:
alvinkang___`

think.

think about the people you trusted over the years. think about them
what if they just BACKSTAB you?
what if they just DITCH you after awhile?

this world is full of betrayers.
but just for a few lil'special ones.

think about the people i trusted and how i changed because of them.

alvinkang__`

26th :D

hahas. today is 26th april 2oo7 ! :D
lalas. listening to dragonforce's through the fire and flames song. super nice lurhs. hahas xD
thanks to ky for sending me the song. lol =P

lalas. ok for today! IS A SUPER SLACK DAY ~ tarlralalrlara
lols =/ this morning. rain. took taxi with mum to sengkang. zz then WAITED for yilin mei =/
lols =.='' then talk abit then no song to listen to today. lol =P so sad. >.<
DONT CARE ABOUT PREFECTS DUTY~
lols. xD then i inside class talk talk all. then later go for PE. i finished napfa. so nothing to do =/ just talk and roll around =.='' LOL. and we sparr around abit lol
then go DNT. this is where the fun starts lols. xD
hahas. we went inside. i apparently went on a sparring spree 'killing' quite a number of people around inside. lols xD then go reccess.
went to talk to mr jason ang. QUITE HAPPY. lol.
then go back DnT and spar again and then go exam =.= quite stupid. LOL
exam dodododo finish go meet her =/ stupid hakael and edgal waiting all. quite mad lol =.=''
hahahhs . LOL
then wait le go out awhile
hang around then go home le =/
hahas. thats all for today. hahas =P

icantthankgodenoughforwhatihavereceived:D
iluiluiluiluiluiluiluiluiluilu (:
<3
alvinkang__`

25th

lols. kinda boring today.
morning bought milo. then go sch. stone around my class there. then later go do duty.
still dao those idiots in the morning. =/
hahahahahs .lol =.='' and then go maths class next. do work blah blah then later go chem class. stone around. then later go recess. then eat dao them again. and then go history class. LOL.
the funniest thing happened. =.='' they made a classmate a king and they all protected him . lol kinda stupid. made the fat teacher shoo them away. LOL
=.='' hahas lol. then chinese go canteen eat again and then just walk around sch then after that english. lol.
then i went to meet her to go wheelock place to service my dear dear N53oo phone =X
hahs. lol. quite sad ah that phone. lol >.< lalas.
then later we just walk around happily all lol xD
then went back 1hour later then can service liao. then after that went home. stand all the way. leg pain. lol then come back to sengkang. we parted )): lols.
hahas. then i went to jalan kayu saw christtina and justin . then we just stone around lol =/
haahs talk nonsense then went home. lol. bored now dota at 630 sadness
lol
ok shall end here. imyimyimyimyimyimyimyimyimyimy)):
alvinkang__`

pictures

lol. some pictures marcus sent me

24th (:

today! is 24th april :D 1st
i love you (: month (:

hahas. :D its seems very long the days that i am with you. (: and i miss you a whole lot now. xD


okay! today's plan

lols. this morning woke up 630 then go take taxi to compass (AGAIN) but is a merc =/ quite nice ok :D

hahas . then later i take mrt. saw yilin mei again =/ then later go sch.
today no milo): lol
then go sch first period geog. then phototaking quite fun all lol.
then later CME class some man came and then councilled me lol =.='' my form teacher send one. WHATEVER. :D
haha. then later got recess then chinese. dao all the people i dont like. including. aiyo. sadly. (ian)
i think all of them turned fucking proud and starts backstabbing everyone. nobody's safe.
nobody's trustable except a few good'o ones. like that boobs. (JB) :D
lols. then got english compo exam.
so fast. i took it as normal class assignment =.=''
fell asleep at 50mins of the 1hr45mins timing. 55mins of slp :D

haha later wake up leg numb headache all @_@
lols. :D lalalas.
then went to meet her <3 :D
shall not say what we did . x]
lalas. LOL. then now i am at home now. 5.21.pm . not doing anything =.=''

lols.

you'reinmymind. always <3
alvinkang___`

bad bad day. APRIL 23th

today. i was pissed in the morning.
it is in a form of. walking for 10 mins and finding out that the lrt station was closed due to techincal problems. i was pissed. that time was 641am.

after that as usual a packet of milo. and then i went to school.
the worst thing happened.
i was not chosen for senior-to-be post.
how much effort i putted in during sec 2. how much work i push myself to do.
and people who did lesser then that, were chosen. just why?
isit my class 3s2?! or was it that i was just useless?. why is this world doing this to me?
first was my results. next was this. after this? accident? suicide? .
nvm bout this topic. pissed with the biasness.

later in class. first period english. was thinking bout the prefects stuff. then later after that was geog. presented. then later assembly. talked bout it again. then later recess. ate food. then went to talk bout it again still. and after recess. maths. test fail again. then later i got SS class just write essay class over alr. then DnT learn electronics. quite boring and sleepy.
after that sch over. she gotta wait for dad. then cannot go wheellock place to service phone so nvm. then go DnT lab find KY to just slack around DnT lab. after that i was slacking around with KY. we went to sengkang kfc then later met her. cos her daddie is. urgh =/ one moment meeting the other not. lol. =/ so just meet then after that eat alr see friends then go off =/
>.< lalas. err. then after that pei her awhile then later i go off le =/
hahas. xD
tmr is 1st month (: lol.
k . shall not rant bout today. i hate it =/

IMY__`
alvinkang__`

saturday the 20th

today! go celebrate that peiying's bdae =D
9am. got woke up by uncle. supposed to be li ying lurhs . HAHA
945am reached hougang interchange to meet them. they were late. i was early :D
10am to 12pm. ate kfc. had a bus ride to downtown east to go wildwildwet. :D
12pm. went there went inside and went playing.
12pm-5.30pm. played quite wildly. we went inside the shiok river first. quite
shiok lah =.='' hahas. and then went tsunami :D funny waves =.=' and then later we happily go to dunno what. i think the ularlah or something. then go to the samsung super slide . zz then go yakult then go play. peiying quite scared of the samsung super slide. lol. haha. then after that go play tsunami. stone inside there for super long lurhs quite dizzinging. lol. =.='' what a word. =P
and then me and jeff go play skyrider and then we go waterworks. blah blah . :D
lol. after that go bath. and we go eat kfc. then go arcard awhile played free basketball games and then later went back to compass .
530pm-8pm eat yoshinoya and then yayalala. lol =.= what talking me =X then we talk about kfc in yoshinoya. then walk around compass basement 1. then go ice cream and then later go meet mum and went home =.=''
now stoning at home. shall dota soon. =X
end here :D

LOVES to HER (:
:D
`alvinkang__`

20th friday:D

1240 am. fell asleep :D was talking to ky kor xD.
630 am got disturbed to wake up by mother =/ yiling called at 624 but went back to slp awhile =X
712 am reached PP haha. bought milo as usual.
720 am reached sch. quite tired hanging at 3s2 as usual.
8am inside chem class. quite boring. and stoning to death =X
9am maths class. did some trigo -.-''
1015am go recess. tried to not eat but i still ate cos too hungry. and today's fried food day. LOL
1050am go geog class. timtay trying to be geog teacher. all laughing quite fun. xD my class last to present on monday x]
1200 pm went to SS class. teacher not here relief teacher look like mdm teo. haha. quite funny. then daphne ang went in to say our class super quaii inside geog class :D
1235 pm went to jason ang class=/ haha quite normal. then talked to hwang. tio seprated. talk to marcus tio seprated =.= left me only at that table haha
145 pm went to meet yiling at pp mrt me and edgal went take mrt. we all 3 tgth take mrt. he left at hougang then ltr we went to sk
245 pm i reached home, bathed changed and went out to meet ky all. quite late.
356 pm. met ky at mrt station. then went to sakae @ wheelock to meet mar vinson and clarence.
430pm-6pm. TANKING AT SUSHI =/ i ordered a total of 10 soft shell crab wrap and 2 unagi wrap. 3 miso soup and 3 cups of water. lol what a small tanker =/

6pm we went around to starbucks in wisma and we stone there . left at 7pm+ =.=

7pm + went to take mrt to yishun. vinson left at tp. both me and clarence go take to yishun. i chase bus he walk home. haha. now reached home. lol. :D gonna dota soon. shall update tmr then (:

byeall. imy (:

alvinkang__`