shadow and regrets
I'm back, back in town
And everything has changed
I feel, feel let down
The faces stay the same
I see, see shadows
Of who we used to be
When I drive, drive so slow
Through this memory

When we were only kids
And we were best of friends
And we hoped for the best
And let go of the rest

I heard, heard myself
Say things I take back
If I could, could retell
And make these stories last
I see, see shadows
Of who you'll always be
I drive, drive these roads
Made of memories

When we were only kids
And we were best of friends
And we hoped for the best
Shadow and regrets
And let go of the rest

Everything has changed
Faces stay the same
Everything has changed
Faces stay the same

And we were only kids
And our time couldn't end
And how tall did we stand
With the world in our hands
And we were only kids
And we were best of friends
And we hoped for the best
And let go of the rest
And shadows and regrets
We let go of the rest
Shadows and Regrets
We let go of the rest


you and me and one spotlight
It won’t be long now
The music’s on loud
We’ll sing this song out
And then we'll lie down
I'll hold you close then
And let you know when
A space in time bend
And then we’ll fall in


Go put on your best tonight
It’s you and me and one spotlight
One more show one last time
We are ready


Say you will be all around me
When your body sets your heart free
Say you will be all around me


I'll look for your eyes
To keep me inside
When everything dies
But one last sunrise
And when we stand there
Together not scared
I’ll dry your last tear
And then we're just air


Go put on your best tonight
It’s you and me and not much time
To watch the world burning bright
We are ready


Say you will be all around me
When your body sets your heart free
Say you will be all around me
Say you’ll get me through the ending


Take my body, set my heart free
Say you’ll get me through the ending
Go put on your best tonight
It’s you and me and one spotlight
One more show one last time


It won’t be long now

Say you will be all around me
When your body sets your heart free
Say you will be all around me
Say you’ll get me through the ending
Take my body, set my heart free
Say you’ll get me through the ending
Say you will be (it won’t be long now)
All around me (it won’t be long now)


Shrink the world

If I could then I'd,
Shrink the world tonight,
So that I would find,
You and me inside.

A life in love,
A picture of,
A place I'm nowhere near.
A bleeding heart,
A good head start,
To anywhere but here.
Just let me out,
Please let me out,
Before I turn into a box of things,
Reminding me,
How much I'm missing out. (I am missing you.)

If I could then
I'd,Shrink the world tonight,
So that I would find,
You and me inside.
Of the last good scene,
A film that changes things.
Breaks us,
makes us sing,
Leaves us wondering.

And through the wall my fist you call and then you always run.
So what's it for,
the love and war,
it's only fair for some.
You saved the girl
you saved the world,
Well that's not true it seems
.A lesson learned, speak out of turn,
I bite my tongue it bleeds. (Bite my tongue it bleeds)

If I could then I'd
Shrink the world tonight
So that I would find
You and me inside.
Of the last good scene,
A film that changes things.
Breaks us, makes us sing,
Leaves us wondering.
Are you wondering?

If I could then I'd
Shrink the world tonight
So that I would find
You and me inside.
Of the last good scene,
A film that changes things.
Breaks us, makes us sing,
Leaves us wondering.

If I could shrink the world tonight.
If I could...

yellowcard lyrics are here!
woots x]
Keeper


I wanna love,
I wanna leave.
I want you to love me,
I want you to leave me.
I want to stand where I can see,
I'm watching you love me,
I'm watching you leaving me now.

I wish I could be somebody else.
wish I could see you in myself.
wish there was something inside me,
To keep you beside me.
And say what you really feel.
You know I need something that's real.
I wish there was something inside me,
To keep you beside me.

I wanna know if
I could be,
Someone to turn to,
That could never hurt you.
But I know what you think of me,
You had a breakthrough,
And now I'm just bad news for you.

I wish I could be somebody else.
wish I could see you in myself.
wish there was something inside me,
To keep you beside me.
And say what you really feel.
You know I need something that's real.
I wish there was something inside me,
To keep you beside me

I should've told you everything.
I never gave you anything.
I should've told you everything.
If I could give you anything,
Then I would tell you everything.

I wish I could be somebody else.
wish I could see you in myself.
wish there was something inside me,
To keep you beside me.
And say what you really feel.
You know I need something that's real.
I wish there was something inside me,
To keep you beside me.

I should've told you everything.
I should've told you everything.
I should've told you everything.

aiyoooo
listening to emo songs and looking at my baby pictures make me
-.- feel weird. blahs.
looking funny in my baby pictures zzz. -_-''
i look so cute when i was young (tsk tsk, i was cute! )
hahahahs. mother making me embarrased. -.-
aiyo.
how i missed my grandmother.. xP
she died when i was p4.
i remembered what happened.. she was like the best T_T
i remembered i was crying when she died.
in my house. in the middle of my living room.
i guess my grandmother cared for me the most among everyone.
cos she stayed in my house.
took care of me cooked. everything.
and yeah. memories like that flows back.
hahas. and i heard
i received tons of complains in kindergarden.. LOL!
my mum said i was a bad boy that time -.-
no diff now.
blahs. whatever.
today watched bleach whole day.
nothing much D:
lols. rawrhahahah. xP
shall upload lyrics of songs for yellowcard soon.((:
alvinkang__`

oh my.
i am bursting burning with fever ._.
today!
woke up with fever =.=''
ate panadol went out to alwin's house.
dancing
played lan after that
err. then go to thomsom plaza to meet my mum.
err
came home bursting with higher fever.
lols. x_x
anyways
shall end here. :D
alvinkang__`

aiyoo =x
backed to blog 3am in the morning -_-''
not sleepy so early in the morning. blah.
ahahahas. D:
shall go watch more bleach soon~ x_x for now i guess i shall go surfing the net~
wheeeee
x]

alvinkang__`

aiyoo
saturday today -.-
woke up late as usual D:
then had played abit of maple then watched bleach!
woots err. T_T 3 days 33 eps nia =x blah.
but i watch like 2-4 hours a day? lols. =/
ahahas. had tons of new yellowcard song
bursting nice >_< hahas.
i want to post them! but tsk tsk. too lazy =x
bwahahs.
songs like shadow and regrets, keeper, err. more .. lol?
i heard five become four and light up the sky like 1-2 months ago? =/ so can memorize the lyrics alr. xD
ahahas. then okkk went out to ikea in the evening for dinner.
had salmon. so yeah ._.
bwahahs. xP lalalas.
i guess i got influnced by bleach x_x got touching storyline all at ep 30
i think i'll die crying at the end -.-''
blahs. xP whatever.
HAHA! BE JEALOUS~ I HAD UNAGI FOR SUPPERRRRRRR wheee x]
blahs.
ahhhs. recently facebook flooding me. got me a tiny bit addicted so yeah
tired lah D:
ahahahs. hope deon come back soon with all our psp(s) x]
i wana play! ahahas
quite a funny person going to hongkong and china and japan for 2 weeks :D
blahs. whatever~ aalalallas.
i shall end here ~

ocean avenue. x3
alvinkang__`

blahh >_<
today bursting angry
cos didn't get to dye my hair at my own mother's shop
stupid clown.
dye jeremy ong's hair don't dye mine >_<
treat ppl better then me.
what type of funny mother is this man!
bursting tired also
hmm actually not. later somebody ask me go sleep -.-''
blahs. ahahs. i am searching for songs to express my emotions soon x_x
lols. need find some funny song .lol~ lalals.
xP
nothing much today
so shall end here.
xD
alvinkang__`

ahhh.
zzzzz.
TT
blah
busrides that last forever.
movies that last forever.
songs that last forever.

that's what i want.

PA CAMP 2007
OFFICALLY 2ND AND LAST CAMP FOREVER!
dancing lah
had so much fun during camp =/ ahahahs
lucky huang nv come all ah.
lol. had funny inventory on first day
then played alot sports and got soccer then later got treasure hunt game
ahah like mini amazing race that's all =.=''
ahahs lols. then later 2nd day got funny amazing race.
not say very succesfuly but bursting funny
walked throughout the race lah =.=''
blah lalal still came in first in the end lol!
=/ ahahas. dancing tired . then got mega buffet!
ahah funnny food nanthni came with her funny husband all ah
then had fun all lol. eating dancing nan shock of her life seeing huang's room
alr partially messed up. she didn't know what happened on the 3rd day (= ahahas
dancing lah lols. zzzzz
then later watch funny movies then sleep
then wake up at 10am all then went back sleep 12pm then wake up lol
ahah funny camp
got no rules all
nv say when sleep when wake up
no restriction ahah bursting fun!
if huang see what happened to her room(which she saw alr)
DANCING DIE
hahah lucky she forgot who am i :D
lololol dancing already
hhaha then went for funny lan all
tired lah. then just went nic house eat chicken wing all
tired lah then went home ahahha
then now here bursting
=.= kk end first
tired. alvinkang__`

ahaha
updated songs and rank for ncc
heh. anyways
i packed my room. i had 3 bag full of junk! haahha
and 1 small bag of junk
the 3 bags were.. those rubbish black bag! ahhhh
so much crappy stuff almost died in my room
too much dust!
zxzxz T_T

anyways tmr morning! must bring part As go funny shooting competition. dancing burst lah
alvinkang__`

i am hungry . lol
hahahahah
oh yea i am sec 3 exp again! ah
hahaha xD
alvinkang__`

ahahas. :D
just came back from camp!
haha kk update from friday

nothing to do on friday lah. just play around all escape with eerong to bubble tea shop at 5pm haha
dancing fake lols. anyway then after that go eat dinner all and then got fake devotion the games
then escape at night again to macs do nothing ! bought $10 worth of coffee last me till this morning -.-'' ahaha then went to play neelash psp

ahha then saturday dancing amazing race
BURSTING tired and hard race lol
had fun la but then some ppl go give answer all so not fun =.=
zzzz nvm la lol
still quite hard :D anyways gt funny promotion at night
gordon say my amazing race quite good all gimme 1sg rank lol
jb and eerong also got shocking!
ahaha then didn't escape too tired lah lol

then morning wake up fake debrief and then go home
came home sleep from 11am - 7.30pm
dancing long
tired lah got pa camp coming up must go

aah alvinkang__`

hmmmmmmmm
so long nv blog.
now update bah~
tmr's camp alr. heh anyways
wednesday night didn't sleep shaun was at my hse
lol. then we played hero seige and element td. lols =x heh.
then we owned =.='' blah ahhah
then ltr zhen li came over in the night =.='' zzzz
3am wow.
he was carrying a monopoly set. x= imagine a BALD BOY walking around the night with a monopoly set =.=''
scary isn't it heh
then after that went eat breakfast
came home bath and went to sleep
then wake up le go park there played abit then went home. blah nothing le.
=.='' hehs. xD
tmr's camp. will be away till damm long later =.=''
thursday i think?
oh well!
MISS ME THEN EVERYONE ((: WHEEEEEE.
alvinkang__`

okayyys =x
so long nv update alr!
zxxz. okayyy when was the last post? hmm? =/
i guess i'll update from sunday onwards!
hahas. didn't do much.
woke up at 3pm.
then went to meet melvin tay to bring him to my hse to do amazing race stuff. =/
then ltr do do do he went home i play abit more i slp -.-''
then today monday i woke early at 6.40am to go sch =.=''
then reach sch nicely lah =/
haha then went to meet melvin tay eng zheng ian to do the race stuff.
teck wah and daniel came later. lols. :D
at least now i can say i did my job =x
hahas. xD lalala then later took sir's car=.= (amazing right uh-hurh =D)
t beach road to eat lunch with melvin eng zheng cheng en and meng yang. lols =/
then went to find some stuff around beach road zxx bought ncc stuff and ahahah -.-''
nth much le.
then took car back to hq area there sir alighted me.
halfway got the OBS person call me ask where's all the sa ppl =.=''
haha then all split alr dunno go where. zxzx
lols. =x then nvm lor.
nv go for briefing for OBS =.='' hahas
then came home and play =.=''
thats all
got another blue moutain chicken burger :D
mega big burger, super filling too ((:
lalas. that's all for today i guess. (:

alvinkang__`

ahahs. learning from your mistakes is important,

today didn't do much.
woke up met brendan went to meet the ipod guy.
then fixed already then went to cousin's chatlet.
so-so only.
then went home. now over here. doing nothing much. . hahahs
alvinkang__`

yawn. today went to sch for ncc.
sir bring us go to jurong east swimming pool . lalalas.
played. had alot of fun. then went to pp to eat lunch.
then went to lan played for 5hr30mins. ._.
hahas. okie. then ltr went walk around ps there then went home le.
had to do something there too. hahas.
then yeah. that's all i guess for today.

i guess you want me to forget you.
even though i want to care for you.
and you just want me away.
i take it as that you think i'm just irritating you.
and that or you may think you bother me too much.
but oh wells. i'm jst waiting for you to talk to me then.

My hearts your hands

Here's a letter i'm writing to you,
of all the things
I never could have said (and its the truth).
It's the letter you're burning from me,
of all the things you never wanted to hear.
I don't know what i'm trying to say.

Stencil in your heart,into anothers hands and you're saying...nothing at all.
I don't know what i'm trying to say.
Stencil in your heart,into anothers hands and you say it best...
my heart your hands.
Can you feel it burn?
Burn inside our heart.
Close your eyes and think of me.
I'm taking back everything.
I can't forget your face.
I can't forget what you've said.
I can't erase the memories,it's like running from a ghost.
I can't forget your face.
I can't forget the things you've said






emo song from long ago. =D

lalalas. okies. today (err thursday? =.=)
i woke up late. suppose meet at 10 i wake up at 10 =/
lucky melvin and kia yang and choon and engzheng waited for me (=
then we went chinatown. explore the place then went to eat lunch. after that went to yishun played abit of arcade. then follow elohim go to yishun park check out the place= x
hahahas. okie check le then go meet marcus at sengkang. then he came my hse again. but then he didn't stay for long.
then i played com till nw lor. kk end le. sibei tired.
typed so much stuff for amazing race. T.T
madness.
alvinkang__`

hahas. today bursting tiring day,.
went for tuition.
then went lan spree.
then went home w/ marcus.
lols. he was playing on my com. as he's deprived of computer as his's sent for repairs. =x
hahahas .x_x lols
then i went to sengkang with him. went to kfc.
the ppl there miss me =x
alot of new staffs/stuffs =.='' though haha lalalas.
then peiying ask me go back work.
still wondering. i'm short of cash. haha. maybe.. lols
=x
hmm . so yeah. i guess thats all.
went back home.
then nw blogging. updated for the day (=
alvinkang__`

lalalalalas. (:
today was a bursting day . lols.
=x woke up at 12pm .
went out at 340pm to amk hub to meet ky
watched triangle at 4.40pm =.=' '
lalalas. kinda funny. ended at 615. then ltr me and ky went to arcade,
had some fun and then went to play funny games =.= drum mania! AHHAHAHAH. =D
err. then went to eat dinner and went to look around for a CHELSEA JACKET
woots baby.
but the man say adidas don't ship in much chelsea jacket ))))))): BOOOOOOOO
lols. rawr nvm ~ lalalas.
xD anyways i shall end here bahs.
didnt do much . x_X
ahahah
alvinkang__`

hahash.
had a weird dream on sunday night =x
i dreamt i was a famous brain surgeon!
HAHAH =.=
weird dream though =x
alvinkang__`

rawr!
hellos here to blog.
yesterday sunday didnt go out bahs. i think . x_x hahahs
xD blahs. =x
haha =x lalalas.
then today!
went for gym first=_=
with junyang =x ahahhas
then ltr went for ncc amazing race rackee =x
check out all the places.
bursting tired.
done le go meet ky.
then meet le eat dinner and then burst.
nw sibei tired sia =.=
nvm shall go dota awhile.
tmr need meet tay for rackee again
=.=
alvinkang__`

rawr. -
if you think i'm nt making a move for now.
true. because i wanna make it special =D
if you knw who you are. ~ i will nt say xD
alvinkang__`

haha hellooo ((:
yesterday friday.
i didn't do anything. so nv blog -.-
hahas. so today!
i woke up at 11 am ~ lalas. =x
then played dota awhile till 12 then went to eat lunch . then went to meet hwang,ck and cher. x_x
we were looking for a job hahash XD
lalalas. had fun looking for one.
first was the arcade at sun plaze. failed as min age 18
then ltr we all walk around then go toa payoh . x=
then we were there looking for job too. but didnt start until cher went to buy her food. lols
=.='' hahaha rawr. =x then me and hwang saw martin! and went to crap around with him . blahs
x= so yeah . then ltr we went to kiddy palace there. =.= nth much to do. hahahas. =x
then ltr look at newspaper ad for jobs then found some here and there =.=''
rawr. =x then new paper nt enough. go buy strait times. =x
then buy le go search . but then nothing much.
we called some company up ltr and then only one responded well -.-
which is moddeling for bridal costumes =x
hahas. >_< model ="x">_< lalalas. ~ so then ltr ck couldn't find a job she want and then we all were x_x
lols. went mos burger ltr to eat. (me only =.=) then ltr i went home lors.
that's roughly all for today !
lols. i wanna watch man utd vs arsenal x= but then.. =.=
cannot find someone's hse to watch so oh well.
lols =. = nt going watch. XD
alvinkang__`

okayys shall blog about 2 day's stuffs!
WEDNESDAY STUFF
haha i was at home. but woke up at 8am . got prayers to do. then ltr
went to meet ck and bought her to sch =/
hahas. =D i so blur >_< take wrong bus go wrong place LOL~
=D lalas. okies. then ltr i went home played maple. finally lvled once to 64 x_x
hahahahas =D yeah . and then i was at home. the whole day . LOL!.
XDd so yea. =/ that was for the day yesterday =x

hahas. okies. =/
THURSDAY STUFF
today was kinda fun =/
did alot of stuff.
1st went for NCC. had swimming played so happily =D
hahas >_< lalalas. then went for tuition with junyang. err.
he was tlaking all the way. =x then kinda fun lurhs. xDd
so yeah =/ then ltr went junyang hse awhile. then went to meet ck+ hwang.
._. hahas. =D played arcade awhile then i bought ck home. then ltr went to hwang's hse =x
hahahas .XDD then ltr . had fun there with ong. ong like damm sad =/
blah. okies =D then went home. played abit of dota and now stoning here. shld be going in maple soon bahs =x
kk shall end here then =D
alvinkang__`