hello hello

hellos! very long nv blog liaos.
it's the kang back on the line. whatever. i think that everything's steadily coming back to me.
but 'm at a lost. haha feeling kinda emo nw =X so please pardon me for my nonsencical talking about my emo-ness.. xD

okays. so lets start with the good points.
i played dota. progessively improved. thnks to training with ky and god knows who =.=''
maple also with ky and some other people here and there :D lvl 47 archer. in like 2 weeks of accumulated training =.= i know it's slow but cooldown. haha xD
i wna go train my body and build it up lol. i know it sounds stupid as i *erhem* have a bit of body shape already. so not really that bad lurhs. haha xP but wna more only lols
and i'm currently too happy for words with her now. hahas. we're like blissful together and yeah. xP months pass like years. xD hahas..
helped a few people in their lifes and problems . and yeah i guess i'm not that useless anyways.. but sadly still feel like a bugger in everyone's life..

okays now it's the sad part.
i'm lost for words for everything in school now.
regards to whatever it is. prefects (again,summarised) studies. friends
argh. true friends not only stick to you when you have problems. they stick with you during fun time. sad time. difficult times and they really really understand you at least 50% . so to summarise i have not alot of true friends.
i feel like a poser. i feel like a loser. whatever it is.. hahas. god knows why am i like this, i need people to pass through with me. and i prefer to go over to the 'gangster' side. whatever people see it. but true friends know me other for that.
rahh. please people i'm emo! tell me i suck !! argh.
all the problems in my life =X

okays whatever. tmr's camp. then got more camps. then got more more camps. =.=''
gna miss alot of people during hols. dunno for what.
xD

i guess shall end this post with a song.
poetically pathethic. ( sounds like me )__ amber pacific``

Thinking of the words to say,
I'd like to think that this was fate.
Reference to a song you love,
Spell confusion with a 'k'.
Like a star without its strings,
I'm hanging here on these two wings.
For that smile and those eyes...(I'm falling)

If time could stop, how could I make this more poetic?
When there's nothing more pathetic to be said...

You bring me out, show me light,
I'm sorry if I hide, I'm too afraid to look inside.
You carry truth, you make me smile.
If it were you and me tonight,
I would tame the stars and save the brightest one for you,
For you...

If you ever had the chance,
Would you make your life seem right?
Or would you only hold it back,
The good times, the hard, and the bad.
Whatever you say is alright,
Just as long as there's no doubt.
Could you look me in the eyes...(And say hopes died)

If time could stop, how could I make this more poetic?
When there's nothing more pathetic to be said...

You bring me out, show me light,
I'm sorry if I hide, I'm too afraid to look inside.
You carry truth, you make me smile.
If it were you and me tonight,
I would tame the stars and save the brightest one for you.

Our wish,
Each time,
Keeps me returning to you,
Night after night...
Lift me up as high as the clouds that warm the sky,
For you and I...

You bring me out, show me light,
I'm sorry if I hide, I'm too afraid to look inside.
You carry truth, you make me smile,
If it were you and me tonight,
I would tame the stars and save the brightest one for you...

You bring me out, show me light,
I'm sorry if I hide, I'm too afraid to look inside...
You carry truth, you make me smile,
If it were you and me tonight,
I would tame the stars and save the brightest one for you,
For you...

woahhhs.

HELLOS. so long nv blog liaos~ xD
haha long story. sad and everything will come in. :D
okays. lets get started.
exams really sucked. i think that they really add a burden to me.
yeah. so i feel quite. err. sad. >.< and yeah. i failed miserably. 3rd last of the level. really feel quite bad. i think i gna drop to normal acad nxt year. hope not lurhs. so yeah yeah. zzz. i feel quite lousy for results. ):
ok. so what's this big deal all. okays. so next!
some stuff on a happy note. gt class outing. but nt so good. yeah and i will say that some people like KABILAN. very dulan, fucked up. brainless. and yeah. like some loser. zzz make me so pissed.and here and there. other then that is okay.
i realised that friends are not meant to be taken for granted. there's people that care yet i ignore. reject. and . whatever..

dunno.. what's up with my life. i feel err. lost. xP
i dunno what's my mission in life. maybe some useless bugger?
and i really happy for some people. in prefects... this topic again..
danyal,raymond good luck.
all's gone. all's really gone. didn't even give me a chance.

and yesterday's 2nd month. i really really <3 you.
alvinkang__`

woohoos. "D

lalas. xD
today's 17th. lalalas kinda bored. first period PE. nothing much to do and then went for DnT. quite sad when see paper results 34/70, but found 1 mark to make it 35 x]
hahas. xD and my folio and artefact together is 31 marks. xD allow me to pass~ lalas
total 56. quite happy. the only pass i got and the only guy in DnT elec 3s2 to pass. haha. xD lalas.
quite bored. then later chinese. also pass but ok lah 58/100 zz not counted also. bleaqx. zzzxzxzx then chapel i just realised tht not only my friends around my age cares but even some teachers. hahas xD
after that english nothing much . then got prefect meeting. talked to sir about it. kinda sad. .. shall not comment....
then went to polyclinic. zz to check my ingrowth toenail quite scary =X
haahs. then waited quite long.met her around sengkang and then ltr go kfc tgth . saw paul. bugged me for $20 which i not gonna give back sooner or later. haha xD
lolol~ x] hahas. zzz yeah after that left. at home ate medicine all kinda drowsy. shall blog tmr. zzz
alvinkang__`

16th.. lala

lalals. today's the 16th of may. quite boring. zz. xD hahas
today's a wednesday lalas. xP hahas. maths. got 13 marks. amazing. cannot count with my fingers yet. lol. xD hahas. chemistry got err. 12/50 =.='' and english gt 44/100 then physics is err 27.5/60 history 17/50 err andddd. hmmm. geog 20/50 blah! haha quite close to passing for english physics and history and geog! WHY T_T
so sad. lols. xP
at least i tried my best bleaqx. xD hahas.
dunno lah. everyone's encouraging me. like the lrt uncle ^^ nice uncle. haha. tell me he got faith in me! haha term 3 start must mega study . LOL!
even the bookshop auntie i always bully also tell me must study hard! bleaqx. i just realised that some ppl is like. care for you even though u not close to them. yet to your own friends they laugh at you or something. even though a few here and there will encouraging. xD quite nice hurh. xD
especially her ^^ lols.
i gonna save money $$ for a PSP!! raghs!@_@
lols. lalas. around 300++ for a game and other items. zz.
lalas. haha quite bored. i guess i encouraged alot of people. and they maybe did well i think. hope so. haha xD but to me i am just giving my luck and hope to other ppl ^^ so nice rights. hurh. people getting it betta pass their subject whatsoever! haha okays!
shal end here ^^

alvinkang__`
imy. haha wished you where here. x]

haha xD

hah. i am tired. uncle went overseas. kinda bored. it's super late now . lol. xP
haha quite tired tmr dunno lah @_@
kinda chionged maple in 2 days 8lvls like mad. lols.xP
haha exams kinda like hope all can boarderline pass but i boarderline fail =.=''
range 1-10marks =.=''
hah kinda bored. organizing june camp. bleaqx. and then got spec course the week after. tired. lol xD
haha . boring now. shall go slp soon. zzz
alvinkang__`

imy moments and moments-
i hope it wont be too late then. xD

sigh my result slips online. check it out xP

okay!
finally the terror of MYE ending x] haha
left DNT!! stupid lurhs. last paper for sec 3s. zzz
okay! so now i am blogging thanks to a mei (shall not name,later say me again xP)
haha! okays now today and the pass 2 days quite slack. cos the papers not imp alr
haha . so super slack. today nv go sch. went out to meet kia yang at around 1130. quite mad
then go tekka play lan with him first. later gab clarence and meow went over. xD
haha quite fun lurhs
before that me and ky playing soccer ^^ quite fun shall go play again lol
then later we just stone around tekka and talk haha clarence was making loads of funny comments =.='' cat sunbathing(meow) xD
haha then later went to ikea nothing much with mum and uncle and auntie. rawrr. the food at ikea is good man. you all people should try! :D
lols xD okay then just like talk with her on the phone and blah nothing much
went home. stone around and played a game with some people and then now here trying to think of something to type. =.=

haha.

exams are over

hope. hope . hope

alot of things happened recently. exams blah blah
but i shall not really focus on them
now i really wanna say that i think i suck =/

cos everyone that demoralized me always say that
and i think so to. cos i cannot get my maths right T_T

should be sure fail lurhs.
sigh.

i hope nothing is going to happen to you ):
i feeling sad now. because you're in trouble.
now's really serious. imy. ilu too.
i pray that you'll get pass this bad incident.
alvinkang__`

exams!

hahahas =P
exams are coming. so i gonnna study hard.
i will blog if i can ok
so dont pester me to blog :D
hahas -

today is thursday!
slackest day
okayyys as usual. today just pass by school as a normal day
lol . tmr is PHYSICS & SS!

lol shall just end here. nothing much to say
IMY(:
hahas.
ilu loads too okays hahahs
xD

alvinkang__`

WEAHWHAHWHASH

LOL.
today was a fun day. i think . WHEEEEEEE. xD
today inside class. maths . quite boring yeah, did some revision blah blah
! HOPEEE TO PASS MATHS FOR THE FIRST TIME LOL zzzz
then go chemistry. had a test. fell asleep after 15mins. dunno how to do most of it. lolol hope at least can pass hahaha
nonsense @_@ xD
then recess and then history
was talking to arvind in hist class mostly lols
quite mad all hahahah leabroh @_@ (whatever his name is) so boring. dont understand what talking him lols. =P
then later got free period till sch end. lol. quite stupid just move here and there lol ahhahas
xD bored bored lurhs lurhs lols lala.
then met ky go watch spiderman 3!! haha
quite nice lurhs
the venom so stylo . lol skinny venom. x]
hahahahs. sandman life quite sad hurh. hahas lol
xD hahas, yeah go watch the movie yourself. but go toilet before u watch.
cos i just ran out to the toilet when the show is almost ending. and i couldnt walk properly. lols =.='' hahaaha!
xD almost died. lols
yeah then met her at dhoby ghaut mrt station go home lurhs. hah xP
ky alight at serangoon then ltr go home. quite ok lurhs today.cos got movie
if not i will rot to death lols
hahhas

friday exam!!
xD social studies and PHYSICCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCS @_@
lols. shall not say anymore lurhs. quite mad now lolol xD
imy ilu iwu inu hahas
xD
alvinkang__`

ahaa

lols. i just notice. people still linking me to my allthatihavelost.blogspot.com
HELLO PEOPLE. see this pleaseeee RELINK :D

raawwrrr.

lol. i just cutted my hair=/ look like some weirdo xD
hahas. today is labour day. nothing interesting lurhs =P
exams this friday! gotta study.
actually i dont even know what's this friday's exam xP study what shit. LOL.
lalasla. @_@
june holidays is coming!! haahhahas
soon soon just 2 more weeks. or 3
lols =.='' and soon i gonna be damn sad for some other reasons in school, or might be happy lols =P

bored. stoning at home. nothing much to update today. lols xD

tothinkofyouiswhatialwaysdo :D
alvinkang__`