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hellos! very long nv blog liaos.
it's the kang back on the line. whatever. i think that everything's steadily coming back to me.
but 'm at a lost. haha feeling kinda emo nw =X so please pardon me for my nonsencical talking about my emo-ness.. xD

okays. so lets start with the good points.
i played dota. progessively improved. thnks to training with ky and god knows who =.=''
maple also with ky and some other people here and there :D lvl 47 archer. in like 2 weeks of accumulated training =.= i know it's slow but cooldown. haha xD
i wna go train my body and build it up lol. i know it sounds stupid as i *erhem* have a bit of body shape already. so not really that bad lurhs. haha xP but wna more only lols
and i'm currently too happy for words with her now. hahas. we're like blissful together and yeah. xP months pass like years. xD hahas..
helped a few people in their lifes and problems . and yeah i guess i'm not that useless anyways.. but sadly still feel like a bugger in everyone's life..

okays now it's the sad part.
i'm lost for words for everything in school now.
regards to whatever it is. prefects (again,summarised) studies. friends
argh. true friends not only stick to you when you have problems. they stick with you during fun time. sad time. difficult times and they really really understand you at least 50% . so to summarise i have not alot of true friends.
i feel like a poser. i feel like a loser. whatever it is.. hahas. god knows why am i like this, i need people to pass through with me. and i prefer to go over to the 'gangster' side. whatever people see it. but true friends know me other for that.
rahh. please people i'm emo! tell me i suck !! argh.
all the problems in my life =X

okays whatever. tmr's camp. then got more camps. then got more more camps. =.=''
gna miss alot of people during hols. dunno for what.
xD

i guess shall end this post with a song.
poetically pathethic. ( sounds like me )__ amber pacific``

Thinking of the words to say,
I'd like to think that this was fate.
Reference to a song you love,
Spell confusion with a 'k'.
Like a star without its strings,
I'm hanging here on these two wings.
For that smile and those eyes...(I'm falling)

If time could stop, how could I make this more poetic?
When there's nothing more pathetic to be said...

You bring me out, show me light,
I'm sorry if I hide, I'm too afraid to look inside.
You carry truth, you make me smile.
If it were you and me tonight,
I would tame the stars and save the brightest one for you,
For you...

If you ever had the chance,
Would you make your life seem right?
Or would you only hold it back,
The good times, the hard, and the bad.
Whatever you say is alright,
Just as long as there's no doubt.
Could you look me in the eyes...(And say hopes died)

If time could stop, how could I make this more poetic?
When there's nothing more pathetic to be said...

You bring me out, show me light,
I'm sorry if I hide, I'm too afraid to look inside.
You carry truth, you make me smile.
If it were you and me tonight,
I would tame the stars and save the brightest one for you.

Our wish,
Each time,
Keeps me returning to you,
Night after night...
Lift me up as high as the clouds that warm the sky,
For you and I...

You bring me out, show me light,
I'm sorry if I hide, I'm too afraid to look inside.
You carry truth, you make me smile,
If it were you and me tonight,
I would tame the stars and save the brightest one for you...

You bring me out, show me light,
I'm sorry if I hide, I'm too afraid to look inside...
You carry truth, you make me smile,
If it were you and me tonight,
I would tame the stars and save the brightest one for you,
For you...