sigh,

i felt as if i lost everything.
from money.
to friendship
to relationship
i feel so lost.



i am emo. when i am not suppose to be emo now. cos of my exams.

yet i cant control and hold it back.
i already said to let you go.
yet i can't

i realise that some people don't listen to me.
when i said i wanted to be something.
some people just snatched it and dont bother about me.
but i just let it go.

do i think it's so worth it?.
i can't let go of everything do i?.

i have to keep some memories.
this is getting to wild.
i have to stop.

i need to study.
or i'll suicide. cs of my results.

maybe i'll retain.
and be a stupid loser among all.
dosen't matter. i'm one nw.







tell my self. i'm not emo.

alvinkang__`