two songs lyrics to express. before i blog.

I have been right all along

Now I’m hiding behind your stair case
Waiting to tell you something you’ll never believe
I've got a lot to tell you about me
That won't go over well...well I don't care
You can’t turn off, that you’re dead
You just deal with it (deal with it)

Thought I was dreaming
My heart stopped beating
But I’ve got this feeling
That I was put here for you
I’ve got a secretBut you won’t believe it
But I’ve got this feeling
That I was put here for you

I see the timeline of your whole life
I admit that I'm not more than the scratch I left behind
But there’s no point you can’t swim away from
that I know you feel. That won't let you go
You can’t turn off, that you’re dead
You just deal with it (deal with it)

Thought I was dreaming
My heart stopped beating
But I’ve got this feeling
That I was put here for you
I’ve got a secret
But you won’t believe it
But I’ve got this feeling
That I was put here for you

The ghost of what I left behind
Is dragging me right back next to you
Believe me
It’s the truth I swear
Believe me
It’s the truth I swear
Deal with it

Thought I was dreaming
My heart stopped beating
But I’ve got this feeling
That I was put here for you
I’ve got a secret
But you won’t believe it
But I’ve got this feeling
That I was put here for you


Seize the Day

Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost
It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache overI see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time

But I'm too young to worry
These streets we travel on will undergo our same lost past
I found you here, now please just stay for a while
I can move on with you aroundI hand you my mortal life, but will it be forever?
I'd do anything for a smile, holding you 'til our time is done
We both know the day will come, but I don't want to leave youI see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time
But I'm too young to worry (a melody, a memory, or just one picture)

Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost
It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over

Newborn life replacing all of us, changing this fable we live in
No longer needed here so where do we go?
Will you take a journey tonight, follow me past the walls of death?
But girl, what if there is no eternal life?I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time
But I'm too young to worry (a melody, a memory, or just one picture)

Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost
It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over
Trials in life, questions of us existing here, don't wanna die alone without you here
Please tell me what we have is real

So, what if I never hold you, yeah, or kiss your lips again?Woooaaah, so I never want to leave you and the memories of us to seeI beg don't leave me

Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost
It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over
Trials in life, questions of us existing here, don't wanna die alone without you here
Please tell me what we have is real

Silence you lost me, no chance for one more day [x2 then continues in the background]
I stand here alone
Falling away from you, no chance to get back home
I stand here alone
Falling away from you, no chance to get back home






today's happenings.

hahas. today was boring. supposed to go cycling with jasper kim to check out sasncc's amazing race checkpoints. -_- then he didnt msg me / call me to tell me what time to meet/ blahs.
then didnt go.
then played maple awhile .. then bored. went to fifa07. ._.
play play finish then go ikea have dinner. blah.
didnt do much today. so yeah.
boring day.

yawn. i was wondering what life can bring you. and yeah.. i figured out that if i could ever have a time machine.
i'd do what i want to do. must do. just to reshape my life.
and that would means i wouldn't have to let people go.
and that means. i would be on a better path for my future.
and that means. i would not be what i am today.

so i guess. this life/dream's impossible.
so i gotta stop dreaming.
hahas. yeah. gotta stop here then.
alvinkang__`